Guardian Angel

I find myself, this season, contemplating angels. I am awestruck and transfixed by angels on neighbors' lawns, angels in supermarkets, angels on my Christmas tree, angels flickering and flitting in the corner of my eye, as I walk between rooms. And so, I have been reading Rilke, who took angels for his muse and knew the experience of touching the numinous; of being unmade by it.

							
						
						
Rilke wrote that walking the land around the castle at Duino, he believed he encountered an angel.... Throughout human history there are no shortage of tales of poets taking inspiration from angelic figures, and indeed the concept of the poetic "muse" has this derivation. But I'm not aware of another incident in the twentieth century in which an angel appeared and offered the opening lines of a poem-indeed, the first Duinese Elegy, what turns out to be generally recognized as one of the great poems of the century. ~ Scott Horton
							
Duino Elegy II
by Rainer Maria Rilke, translated by A.S. Kline

Every Angel is terror. And yet,
ah, knowing you, I invoke you, almost deadly
birds of the soul. Where are the days of Tobias,
when one of the most radiant of you stood at the simple threshold,
disguised somewhat for the journey and already no longer awesome
(Like a youth, to the youth looking out curiously).
Let the Archangel now, the dangerous one, from behind the stars,
take a single step down and toward us: our own heart,
beating on high would beat us down. What are you?

Early successes, Creation's favourite ones,
mountain-chains, ridges reddened by dawns
of all origin - pollen of flowering godhead,
junctions of light, corridors, stairs, thrones,
spaces of being, shields of bliss, tempests
of storm-filled, delighted feeling and, suddenly, solitary
mirrors: gathering their own out-streamed beauty
back into their faces again.

For we, when we feel, evaporate: oh, we
breathe ourselves out and away: from ember to ember,
yielding us fainter fragrance. Then someone may say to us:
'Yes, you are in my blood, the room, the Spring-time
is filling with you'..... What use is that: they cannot hold us,
we vanish inside and around them. And those who are beautiful,
oh, who holds them back? Appearance, endlessly, stands up,
in their face, and goes by. Like dew from the morning grass,
what is ours rises from us, like the heat
from a dish that is warmed. O smile: where? O upward gaze:
new, warm, vanishing wave of the heart - :
oh, we are that. Does the cosmic space,
we dissolve into, taste of us then? Do the Angels
really only take back what is theirs, what has streamed out of them,
or is there sometimes, as if by an oversight, something
of our being, as well?...

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